tcm-sadierenae:

sohnghoon:

tcm-sadierenae:

sohnghoon:

tcm-sadierenae:

sohnghoon:

sohnghoon:

When I was driving home and I almost died, I always wonder what would have happened if I did. I don’t understand why I was given another chance. It still makes me curious. What would have happened to everyone else? Would people notice? I’m always thinking if people would care if I…

Do I? I mean, I thought I did but shit, besides you, who shows it?

Like I said. Repeatedly. Look past what people show you.

I always do.

Well fuck everyone else then! What about me? I’m not enough? I care but it’s not enough? It has to be everyone else too? People don’t show you they care, then don’t show them. That’s what I did. Look at me, I don’t give a fuck if people don’t show me they care because I know they still do. I know you do. I dont let it bother me because I’m not going to waste my fucking time wondering if someone cares about me when I have someone who does right infront of my fucking face.

I can’t stop showing my family that I care about them, even if they don’t show me.

Think about everything I’ve ever said when we talk about this. I’m trying, don’t forget that. I promised you, & you promised me.

I’m already thinking about what you said.