No one is as lucky as me to have a brother like him. He’s always there for me and he goes out of his way to make sure that I’m okay. When I’m down, he’s there helping me to feel better. He’s someone I can always rely on no matter what. I cannot think of a better person to have as my brother. I’m more than thankful for him to be in my life. God definitely blessed me and I really truly do feel blessed. There’s no way I can repay my brother for all the things he’s done for me. If I were someone else, I’d be jealous. It’s true. Everyone always tells me that I’m really lucky to have a brother like him. I would love for you to try and disrespectful or insult my brother because I’ll Fricking kill you. That’s my nigga. I love him to death. I got his back just as he got mine.
Last night, I had a quick like 5 minute talk with a guy about sex. Well, kinda. He was talking about how during his free time, he tries to get girls numbers and have sex with them. He then asked me if I do the same and I told him no. He got surprised and asked if I had sex before and why I don’t and whatever. I told him that I didn’t come to Pensacola to have sex or whatever. I came here to work. He didn’t look down on me for saying which was really mature of him. Anyways, my point is that I don’t need sex and the reason why I’m here is not to have sex but work. I just wanna do what I was sent here to do then get out. Don’t get me wrong, I like sex and all but I don’t need it and I’m not trying at all to get someone to have sex with me. I just wanna focus on my work and bettering myself. I don’t really think sex will do that for me. If any of you read this and think stupid little immature high school thoughts about me… well, go right ahead. Lol. It only shows that you still have the mindset of a high schooler and that you’re immature. Grow up.
That’s immature and stupid. That proves how scared you are. If you have to talk smack behind a screen and be anon? Man. That’s just pitiful. I never got mad or whatever for anons talking smack since I know that they’re too scared to show who they are. You’re just…. sad if it’s like that for you.
I can’t wait til I’m out of the Corps. I love the Marines but I can’t do it for more than 4 years. I miss home way too much to stay away from it forever. I think this will be a great experience and all but it’s not home. I miss my family, friends, church and her too much. I can’t wait til I can be home be home for good and be around the people that I love. I got 7 months down and 3 years and 5 months to go, or 1249 days. Don’t worry Bay Area, I’ll be back. That’s a promise.
I’m so homesick. I hate it. I miss home. I miss my family. I miss my church. I miss you. I wish I could just be home instead of being here. Don’t get me wrong, this place is nice and everything but it’s not the Bay Area. It’s not home. The only problem that I really have with the Marine Corps is that I have to be away from home. Three whole years before I can be home for good. It sucks that I gotta be patient for so long. Man. I have 1251 days til I can go home for good. Not too long right?
Damn it’s been a good minute since I’ve posted something on tumblr. I thought I type up what’s been going on with me since I’ve last been on this bunk site.
Well, from the pictures on instagram, I’m pretty sure whoever saw them knows that I’ve joined the Marine Corps. It was one of the best decision that I have ever made. I’m gonna start with Boot Camp.
Boot camp was one of the hardest yet funnest three months that I’ve ever did. I remember being fricking scared. The first month was just insane to me. I didn’t really know what the heck to expect and I felt like quitting. The first month was just PTing (working out) every single damn day. Well, except Sunday’s. Anyways, We ran, did pull-ups, push-ups, sit-ups, etc., etc. It was pretty tiring. I didn’t enjoy one bit and time went by so fricking slow. Around the second, that’s when I started to get use to boot camp and that’s when time started to go by faster. During the second month, we did a couple hikes with a pac that weighed like 60 - 75 pounds. We also got to shoot a M16A4. That’s basically all we did the second month. Third month was when we started to get trained to act like a Marine. Which was really really boring. Now that I think back to it, I’m really glad that I got to experience that. It was the most fun that I will never want to fricking have again. I have grown a lot of respect towards my drill instructors and I know that everything they did (screaming, hazing, ITing, etc.) was not personal and it was only to make me stronger. Boot camp definitely made me more disciplined and it made me more of a man. It was definitely all worth it in the end and I am proud to be a part of the USMC.
School of Infantry was a fricking waste of time. My MOS isn’t infantry but we still had to do some infantry training since “Every Marine a basic rifleman”.. I’ll admit that it was fun but I still think it was a waste of time. It was only a month long too. I know that I’m never going to use what I was taught there so… yeah… waste of time. Lol. We shot a couple weapons, thrown one grenade and did four hikes. There’s really not much to say except that I was fricking homesick and I wanted to get the hell out of there.
MOS School is currently what I’m doing now. It’s so chill and easy. PT is only one hour long but classes are like 8 hours long… We just sit behind a computer all day though. Right now, I’m currently in Camp Johnson, North Carolina and I fricking hate it here. There’s not much to do here… Although it sucks here though, I’ve made great friends and it’s always fun hanging out with them and talking with them. The beaches here are really nice too though but it’s not something that I want to do frequently. The friends that I’ve made here makes it barable to be here.
So yeah… that’s basically it… So far, I’m loving the Marine Corps. It’s treating me well. I’m still going to get out after four years though. If you have any questions about anything, hit the ask box.